Why would i feel this?

yes its so healthy!!! I aspire to be like you! Thats so wonderful that you can say aww and dont want to put a knife in his face instead. Your pretty much over him. Maybe totally over him> that means you had a healthy relationship and a wonderful break up. No yelling or saying things you regret. You're probably a higher evolved species of human. :) congrats on being so healthy and smart. You deserve an awesome dude who wont leave u for an ex. Go meet a stranger. Go ask a cute guy out at a starbucks or something. You can do it!!!!!!