I can't stay at home, but I can't live here either. Advice?

ok. There have been too many things that you have beared till date.But believe the fact that there will be an end to it also. This is a ping phase in your life just like everyone else's.Being aware of the problem means you have won half the battle dear.Before going to the doc, do speak to your mom about what you are going through.may be your bro is aware of these problems but he is willing to ignore and move on which you are not able to do and that is not a problem at all. Give an outlet, speak out each thing to your MOM and bro too, even if your bro doesnt care, just shout it out at them.Remove all the frustration as home is the best place to relieve yourself.It's your own family buddy, speak out and they have to listen no matter what. Stop keeping things to yourself from today onwards and get afresh start. This entire situation will be stabilised within a span of two weeks. In the midst of all this, you see the para you have mentioned yourself as intelligent , decent which implies SELF BELIEF. which is definitely a character that you have got from one of your parents.