Anyone hate boys? Help me with my break up!?

So I been with this guy for 3 years. He broke up with me on Monday. During our relationship, he has been "unsure of what he wants" TWICE. And TWICE, he came back to me, and TWICE I took him back. This Monday, he told me that he needed to work. And that he "doesnt know what he wants" AGAIN. For the third time, I went a little crazy. I started saying things like "I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN." But, none of what I said is true. I dont mean any of it. And I knew he did not want to break my heart. I had to force it out of him to say "I dont think we should be together anymore." He kept saying he wasnt sure, and I had to say, don't put me on this path of doubt again. just tell me what you gotta say. My mother had to pull me apart from him. And he shed a tear, held back his emotions, got up and looked me, apologized and left. After he left, I kept calling him.I did not know what to do. He ended up calling me that night. We said hi, then it was dead silent for 10 minutes. So I hung up. What does this guy want? Do I wait? He did not tell me he didnt love me or care about me. So i feel that I still have a reason to wait. At the same time, he has not returned any of my call since he called me. Later that night, he also texted me saying "I dont want to hurt you, Please understand where I'm coming from. Get some sleep. Goodnight." I walked to his doorstep the next day to return a book, and rang the bell, and he ignored everything. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME AND TELL ME WHAT HE WANTS. Also, it is now thursday, and he has not yet changed his facebook status or pictures, and I know for a fact he has been on facebook. This all started because I felt that he was not putting any effort into the relationship anymore. All these mixed signals are driving me crazy. I know what i want. I want him back, But i do not know whether or not that is the right thing to do. I know i still love him. And i need to hear from him that he does not love me for me to be able to completely move on...I need some help from some wise adults. I need help and advice from experienced people. I know it is not the end of the world, but it sure as hell feels like it. All i have been doing is crying and constantly checking facebook to see if he has changed anything. I feel like I can cry forever.